First I have to acknowledge that this is post 100! What? That is crazy pants. I never thought I would make it to 50 let alone 100. I am kind of excited about it. I love my blog and my blog friends and….. whoo hooo 100!
Well here I am on cycle day 10 and starting to rev up some hope that I will ovulate, fertilize, and implant over the next two weeks. Since it is my last month in town I decided to give mr. needles one more chance. I will have my last appointment with him on Friday to hopefully spur ovulation on Saturday. Hopefully that and a little fun in the bedroom will be enough.
If it isn’t I think I am going to start looking into other options. Josey reminded me that I can try IUI without drugs and that seems like a good place to start. So, if I don’t have the kind of pee that makes two lines by the time we are settled in our new place I will look around and see if there are any doctors locally that would be willing to shoot me up with sperm. I’m not sure why but I am just so nervous about that decision.
I am not a blob of sad anymore. Thanks for all of your kind words and support, it’s great to have such a huge space to hold my grief. Since we are moving and practically remodeling our house before we go I have been too busy to be too sad.
My mom came last weekend to help us pack and paint and we had a great time. Sometimes you just need your mom.
We come home from work and spend several hours every evening packing and working on the house but I still need to keep up the energy so that I can seduce Cloudy all week. He is taking an interest in what day I am on and he thinks the every other day plan is the way to go. He is also taking some chinese herbs to help with his essence so that can only help. I love that he is participating and not just doing it all for the nookie this time.
I will let you know how it goes!