Not knowing yet if you are pregnant or knowing for sure that you aren’t? I think 9, 10, and 11 days after ovulating are the worst. The relief of ovulating has worn off and the signs just aren’t there yet to tell you anything. I think I am in the camp that prefers bad news to no news. I just want to know!
Yesterday was a weird day. I started the day feeling great, laughing even, (which is definitely not normal for me on a monday morning), by noon I was sad and crying, and then by the evening….oh boy. I was irritable and impatient and Cloudy and I got into a huge loud-talking match. It was ugly, all because he told me to go to the grocery store because he was going on a bike ride. “Excuse me, who do you think you are?” There is a chance that if he would have made this statement on cycle day 5 or 6 I would have said “Ok, see you at home”. Maybe if I kept a print out of my chart on the fridge or if he could see it on an app on his phone he would know what days to just stay clear or be extra nice. Also, my boobs were super imaginary sore yesterday. So I thought between the soreness and the moodiness I was doomed to see flo in a few days. But today all of that is gone. I feel happy and patient and my boobs are fine. I listened to my circle and bloom visualization last night and it was for implantation and since then I have been having imaginary implantation pains. My BBT looks pretty good but not definitive. So once again I am in no knowing land for a few more days!
What do you ladies think is worse, no news or bad news?