When I first started this blog I was so wrapped up in getting my story out there that I thought about myself a lot. I loved getting your comments and I also found comfort in reading your stories. But now I feel like I am really truly invested in your outcomes. I spend a lot more time wondering how each of you is doing and how you are feeling than I do thinking about what to post on my own blog. I can’t wait to hear your news and where you are at in terms of test results, doctors visits, follicle count. I think about you ladies all day long and everything that you are going through. I really wish I could just go down to babies “are” us and pick up a dozen smiling (or crying, I know at this point we aren’t too picky) infants and drive around the world to deliver you a pink or blue bundle of love. It is such a different feeling to wake up and wonder how you are all doing and if there is any news. I think about what I can write that will inspire you all to keep going, not to give up on your dream of motherhood (which I know none of you will). You have all blown my world wide open, I am no longer just stuck in feeling sorry for myself or feeling alone.
Whoa, hormonal shift.